my dad left us and i KNOW its because if me. I wasnt a good enough daughter for him. he would tell me to do something and i would forget. i have memory problems but thats no excuse. i cant remember when the last tyme i told him i love him. i know he left because i didnt love him. but he didnt love me either.

i give up. i give up on everything. but i made a promise that i wouldnt do anything until i finished med school. but the promise was made 7 years ago! and to someone who i though was my friend but ended up just leaving me. please help me. i want to give up but i never break a promise. what do I do?