I am currently getting help and have been told i am showing symptoms of borderline personality disorder. I can see i am and have been trying to control my symptoms as i don't want to have this, i don't want to act the way i do. I have been doing well until tonight. I have been speaking to my ex and i have gone down hill really bad, i am saying things to him that would hurt him and make him feel bad but it is because i am angry at losing him, i still love him but i don't want to make him feel bad but yet i want him to feel my pain. Make him hurt as much as i do. How can i stop this? What can i do? I have asked him to leave me alone but he says he wants to make sure i am ok, i am so confused
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