Okay, so basically I've always hated the way I looked weight wise. Now, when I was younger I was about 4' 9" 140 lbs. Pretty bad i know. But with hitting puberty and all that, I lost some of my baby fat and was 5' 2" and 116 lbs. Well, about a week ago one of my classmates told me I should lose weight (in a dirogatory way) and I was crushed! I already thought I was big, but that just did it for me. So, for the past week, i've SERIOUSLY cut my portions of food down, I don't have snacks, I weigh myself for about an hour after I do eat something, I count calories, and I feel EXTREMELY guilty after I eat. I've also gone down to 112 lbs, not a huge difference but I was shocked! I know this is unhealthy and I know it will probably get me in trouble over the long run, but I want to be thin so bad it's all I think about! I don't know what to do! Am I in starvation mode already? Will I be heavier than before if I start to eat again? Should I get help?