so last week my cut was all white and i asked if that was normal and someone said no and to clean it with hydrogen peroxide right away and if i start to feel sick or feverish i should go to the hospital and have them clean it and give me antibiotics, and this week i am feeling sick and feverish but i can't go to the hospital without my dad and even if i do go they'll figure out that it was self-inflicted.... ive been cleaning the cut a lot but i don't know why im feeling sick..

any words of wisdom for a stupid teenage girl??????

oh and incase your wondering, this possible infection scared me into never cutting again...