I don't know if i have an eating disorder. I have tried self induced vomiting countless times and just yesterday was the first day I was successful. Sometimes I skip lunch, its because I've become afraid of food. Like, after I eat, I feel guilty, like i let someone down, and I think of how much better a person I would be once i am thin and how much more people would like me. Are there any PRO-E.D. sites? do u think i have 1? Also, sometimes I have compulsive junk-food eating sprees, like I have put off eating and then I can't stop myself from having junk food like chocolate and chips.