I'm NOT READY to meet anyone!
I haven't been out of my room all day just because.
I did take a shower, so don't freak out lol.
My dad just talked to me and told me that she and her family are very nice, they live in the country, [I'm a big redneck freak, haha] and well.. basically, he just told me not to act "weird" and hide in my room because he likes this one and wants her to stick around for a while.
Thing is, though, my brother is a jerk! And an ass! He tells lies and makes fun of me infont of his friends.
All his GF's have hated me because of things my brother has told them.
All of his ex's and current girlfriend are the type of people I WANT to be!
I don't have pretty clothes like they do currently, and my parents didn't tell me she was coming over today.
So I'm stuck in my room, on a NICE day, sitting on the laptop. -_-*
Damnit! I I can't just go up and say "Hey, I'm Kristy."
because I don't have cute enough clothes, cute hair, or whatever. I wish I had a friend over. T_T
Should I just go meet her? They're outside on the trampoline...
I'm just too embarrassed and scared of what my brother told her and if she hates me.. even though she doesn't know me..
>.>
I'm literally crying. I don't know why I am the way I am I wish I could just be normal. -_-
I don't even know how I became so anti social, I wasn't always so shy.
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