I was just thinking,I would have had a big twin brother,but he passed away on the day of our birth due to Sickle Cell Anemia,I don't have the actual disease,but i have the trait and sometimes,I feel like i have the disease.I am literally a midget,(5'1 1/2)and i'm in the 9th grade,i'm a female btw I have been the same height for so long,I have aches and pains etc.soemtimes I wish it was me that died instead of him because I can't take the pain that i am in.What should I do,any suggestions?also,everytime on my birthday,I get sad because I would have had a brother,when I was smaller,I actually used to wish I had a brother and to find out I had one hurt me so bad..