This man is trying to break up with me. I think his wife knows. One time she found out and I call her and lied to her told her nothing was going on. She told him she wanted to talk to me and tell me I'm can do better. I don't like her ego and I don't like the fact I have to start all over again. I'm black and it is slim pickings out there for us black women. I keep teasing him from afar the more he resist and plays the family man the more I up the ante. I'm I crazy?