ok take this seriously... you know how some people use 2 fingers and break it? well i tried 1,2, and 3 fingers..... ok when i first used 1, it hurt somtimes and it feel liek it going into my butt? its not even in my butt? i need answers. dont judge. and even when i put any of them in theres like this lining of muscle at the top? wtf is that? it feel like bone and muscle? and if i press against it feel like im pushing out my pelvis? anywayz i wanna break it now bc i wanna get it over with so i dont have to deal with it in the future. i hate pain. but i just the kind of person who just wants to get it over with. and how painful is it? please answer these following questions :S thanks lol