History: I recently admitted to my "significant other" that I have been hiding depression & suicidal thoughts for over a decade.
Anymore, I can't seem to keep myself from crying. I can just barely contain it while I am in view of others, to keep from being humiliated. But when I go to the restroom, or sit in my car, I just want to cry. And never stop.
<<why did my mom just call and tell me i am loved... now i can't stop at all>>

Really, this is so embarrasing! I'm sitting at work, in my cubicle, and I can't look at anyone cuz i'm crying like an idiot.