That I may be addicted, and going through withdrawal. I, personally, don't think I'm addicted, but my friends have me scared. I take pills, none specifically, just any I can get. Usually 700mg of soma, some oxy, triple c, or hydrocodone, of course not all at once, but those are my drugs of choice. I was wondering if it is possible to just be addicted to pills, none specifically, but pills in general? If so, am I? I have to get high at least once a month. I feel horrible about doing so afterwards, which usually leads to another high. I know its stupid, but I really can't explain it. Maybe once every two weeks, if I'm lucky. I also want to know if I'm going through withdrawal, those two weeks I don't do drugs, I feel sad, not depressed exactly, but kinda lonely, and sometimes I get really paranoid that my friends are talking about me when their on the phone, I also am VERY tired..I sleep a lot. I get mood swings, and can't stop thinking about pills. =[

P.S. I know drugs are bad, do you think I wanted this?