Thread: im obsessed...........? :(?

Right...This is probarbly one of the most bizzare things you'll read but believe me its true and it is not a joke...
But Im a girl, and I have these female cousins who are in their late 20s/30s and they are sisters. There are three of them. They live in Scotland, and I live in England, and I just have this obsession with them?
I have been obsessed with them since I was about 12 and I never stop thinking about them...
I try to be like them in every way and I miss them so much
Im not a lesbian. I FANCY boys, but Im just obsessed with my cousins in a strange way
They're all kinda chubbyish, and so when I was younger (i was very skinny) I started eating loads and loads just to put on wait just so I could be like them, and they have blondehair, so I started dying it blonde, tho that didnt work out...
I dunno whats wrong with me?
Ive never thought about questioning my obsession until recently.
I have never told anyone about this...
What do I do to get over my obsession?
Am I a wierdo?
I also should meantion that I always want to be with them, all the time
If I could be anywhere in the world right now, I would choose to be in their house..when i am with them im the happiest person without a care in the world
When I go to scotland i love it but when i am away from near where there house is i go all miserable and just want to be near them, and then i feel even worse when i have to home again it takes me days just to get the bad butterflies from my stomach because i miss them so much

Also, I get really nervous and get butterflies when Im with them...
But i DONT have a crush on them...
thats the thing...its not like fancying someone
I just have this desire to basically BE them..
and their faces are literally in my head ALL the time

Are you an only child ? you seem lonely, but i can see you really admire your cousins,that something good.Do they know about it ?
Maybe they are your soul mates consult a psychic.

Well, yeah.
This IS kinda weird.
But I used to get that sick feeling when I had to leave MY cousins.
I would feel like I just dropped out of a skyscraper or something.
Like my stomach was being squeezed. You know?
And I LOVE my cousins. I feel happiest when I'm around them + my best friend.
But my love isn't obsession. :s
Maybe you should like, umm...find a guy you like or something.
I know what you're talking about.
Sorry that doesn't really help.I just thought my MILDER form of "love" would make you feel better

I don't think there is anything wrong with you, I think you just admire them! But is there something about your own situation that makes you want to be somewhere else?

Try keeping in touch with them through phone and email, and share pictures!