I seriously feel like there is something seriously wrong with me. I cry all the time, i feel so weak even after a full nights sleep, and the tops of my arms always are in excrutiating pain when someone touches them. I have horrible thoughts all the time, and the other day my mom said that I was talking to myself. I didn't even realize that I was doing this. When I'm talking to my boyfriend, one minute i'm fine, and then the next minute i'm crying uncontrollably or screaming uncontrollably. I don't even know why I do this.

On another note, and I don't even know if this is related, I have had severe endometriosis for 8 years. I have had 4 surgeries, and the pain just keeps getting worse and worse. Does this have anything to do with it?

Please help me. Everyday it gets worse. There are times when I completely forget half of my day, or conversations i just had. I know this isn't normal.


Please don't be rude or mean.