cause this? I had my son about 9 months ago.

my body is completely different.

I have since I had my son, but only once in the past 4 months! I use to masturbate up to three times a day when I was a high school student! whats wrong? do I really just hate my new body this much?
I really want to, but I cant. ugh.


post script my boyfriend and I still have amazing sex, minus my cervix that randomly gets in the way. amazing sex, but I can't enjoy masturbation...it used to be one of my favorite things to do!