I have been depressed for a while but i kept telling myself i wasnt, but now i think really am, but i think i might be bipoler and i think i might have schizophrenia. i looked up sypmtoms for bipoler and i have almost all of them, but im also alway scared someones reading my mind and i always feel like someones watching me espeacially my neighbors, and at night i cant look at this mirror in my room cuz im afraid bloody might kill me. im also scared my actions are being broadcasted on a website whos name i cant say because if i say it my actions might go on that website. i hate being seen in public by people i know but i dont know why? lately i see strange things out of the corner of my eye. im not joking. i honestly dont want to get a doctor because i dont want my parents to know....do you think it would be a good idea to wait until im 18? im 15 now.