I quit my job to seek another career a little over a month ago and lost my insurance. I have been trying to fix my back for years including several MRI's and injections to acupuncture and physical therapy.

Since I lost my insurance it has gotten much worse and causes severe pain down my leg and my toes feel numb now.

We still make too much money to qualify for any type of assistance. I don't have children, I have zero minority status (unfortunately if I was a minority I would actually have help available according to the county...can someone turn me black?), I am married which makes assistance that much harder to get.

We just bought a house before quitting my job...I am financially strapped to the point I cannot get my pain meds, only the acute and not the extended release.

I hurt so bad right now I want someone to euthanize or paralyze me just so I don't have to live with it anymore. Anyone know any other option to get me help?