ok im 16 i dropped out of school about 3 years ago, and theres no way im going back so please dont bother telling me to, i really need money and to actually get a life, im so sick of me but im to scared of change , theres so many things i want to be ( career wise ) but i change my mind about what i want every single day sometimes even twice a day, but i dont no how to get into any of it , my mum wont help me neather will my dad, i really need money but im not ready for a job yet im way to shy , i hardly leave the house cause im to insecure , i have bin depressed for about a year and a half since my dog died and i just started getting over it now i think its comming bak, i just dont know what to do, i have finally decided i want to be something in life but i dont no what how to get into it mum wont give me money any more but im eather getting a shit job and going no were in life or studying getting no money but getting some were in life? what the hell do i do? im ready to end my life.