My mom tried to commit suicide in march she has ups and downs but I dont think she is bi - polar . Im just scared one day she will eventually do it . Shes getting better but she still takes pills my mom isnt strict but she will break down over the smallest things. My step dad is also my uncle . :/ like my dads brother they work together in a family store my mom isnt crazy but I just feel like she has been doubted so much in her life there has been to much dissapointment.My brother her and i go to P.A.T.H which helps familys with mental health issues. I use to cut myself. Im not a virgin . Im just scared that nothing is ever going to get better my mom has always been depressed and me too . She dosent handle money well , she dosent have her liescence and shes 43 . My step dad dosent really understand but there still in love. Im taken care of it just I feel like my life is too messed up for someone my age . I try to think of people who have it bad but its not that bad its just im scared