hi i am a 17 year old male and about 3 years ago i noticed that these mole like spots on my penis started appearing i thought it was just temporary but here i am 3 years later and its still here i cry myself to sleep almost every night and know i am doing things like smoking weed and getting drunk a lot because i am sooo depressed i never told anybody or any one this before and i am a virgin plz if anybody knows how to help me plz help :*( i just want a regular teenage life and i can't have it :*(