Thread: i have binge eating disorder AND would really like some help?? ?

am only 16 and have spent 3 years anorexic where i went down to 65 pounds and 1 year now spent bingeing NO PURGING ) JUST BINGEING! ihave binge eating disorder... its like an addiction .. i am now 140 pounds and hate it so much i don't really have the will to live.





i am afraid to see any off my friends because the last time i saw any of them i was at least 30 pounds lighter. i can eat up to 9000 calories in a day and spend most of the day just sitting there going through serious mood swings, highs and lows and crying and BINGEING!! I WANT to be normal again , out with all my friends( which is'nt many as for the last 4 years the longest i have spent at one school at a time is 10 months and then i switch to a new school because i have either been to an anorexic clinic or just wont leave the house cuz of my bingeing! please give me some advise on anything i can do or eat to help my stupid self. i cant see someone because my parents dont understand and think i need to sort it on my own and dont really get that BINGEING is a disorder and not just a greed thing , ( well i hope i is but i mean i could just be a greedy pig ) .
thank if you have read all this because im sure it sounds so boring to most people

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i want to be 110 pounds desperately because i feel happy at that weight and feel in control again !
has anyone been through this??

you have a disorder, anorexia and bingeing are two sides of the same coin, and with the huge fluctuations in your weight, you are damaging your health irreparably. You need to see a cognitive behavioral therapist, one trained in dealing with eating disorders, so you can be taught the skills you need to survive this disorder.