my old school used to laugh at me..? my OCD is weird and very different from the "common" OCD like if i touch something by mistake i hav to rewind it and i take hours coz it never seems right i spent my life trying to fix these "mistakes" i cant stand it anymore and neither can my family and especially my friends..my friends will try to help me but i know their tolerance has a limit they will eventually get annoyed with me and its not their fault i wont blame them...
my family too, especially my mom sometimes she gets soo annoyed with me she hits me and says that if i do it again she will chop off my head or send me away... i know she doesnt mean it but says it a lot and it really hurts me a lot
my old school used to laugh at me coz i would repeat movements in class and im in a new school.. its better but that laughter from them still haunts me everyday
im failing school coz i spent all my time on OCD
i irritate my family
and i suffer every moment i dont know wat to do
i dont wanna destroy the lives of everyone else
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