Let me tell breifly. I am 19 years old. Today I got back an important test from this term. It is a language subject. And I failed. I have an exam coming up in the next 2 weeks. And If i fail that too I won't get any grades at all!!! I have got accepted in the university which will also not accept me..
I am so afraid and I aint able to talk to anyone about it. I always get good or I must say great grades. I feel so ashamed. I want to die!! I have been on medicine the last 3 months and been sick. According to my teacher that caused that I failed the test!
But I feel it is my own fault, how can i fail?? I have never failed!!! Never in my life!!! I want to die.. the whole day I been thinking of suicide!!!
Please anyone advice me how to deal with it!

I think it is the end of the world! I am so ashamed.. =(