Thread: i feel like im wasting my life, do you think so?

i work and go to college.. it takes up all my time literally. i have to make room for my boyfriend who i see a couple times a week and sometimes not even that. my best friend moved away to college and i never see her, my friends here arent real friends.. im so sad from having to leave high school and my best friend and never see my boyfriend that all i do is sit around and do virtually nothing. im sad all the time and i want to be happy again. the only time i feel alright is when im with my boyfriend. we've been going out for 6 months and we're getting to the point where we start to get serious, but i want to see him more. i feel like i have nothing to do when im not with him or my best friend. its like im not interested in anything at all. in high school i didnt have any interests either, but my best friend was always with me and we had a lot of good times together, now im all alone. even my family is kind of abandoning me because they think i need to be "independent" which they need a definition for. i have nothing i wanna do anymore. i miss how things used to be, i dont want to waste my life anymore. i always look back and see all the opportunities ive missed, im only 17, but i feel like ive completely wasted 17 good years doing nothing.

Just wanted some unbiased opinions.. i guess..
sorry for the gap.. i accidentally hit enter a few times, and sorry if it sounds like a giant rant, its just how i feel right now.

Get a potato and and some cheese and butter and mash it on you face. It's a lot of fun.

Get a potato and and some cheese and butter and mash it on you face. It's a lot of fun.