Thread: I feel like I'm about to die!!?

So I have really bad panic attacks. Pretty much everynight. So earlier around 6:30 pm I took 7 hydrocodones, which is a little less than I usually take. I am an addict so I take quite a bit. But at about 11:00 pm I took 7 more. And it's now 2:00 am in the morning and I am freaking out. I tried throwing up but I feel like that made my anxiety worse. Now the first set was put of my system before I took the second handful. But my question is, is will I be fine? I'm in tears cause in so scared. I don't want to die. But I have taken way more than this! What can I do to get rid of this anxiety? I need someone to talk to but have no one. Can someone please help me? Will I be fine? Or is there something legitimately wrong wit me? Someone please help me! I can't take this anymore. Can someone please tell me it's gonna be okay? Thanks for your time. I really appreciate it.

do u not have any frends or family u can talk to