I'm 5'5 or 5'6 and I weigh 130 lbs. People tell me that I may be chubby. Other people tell me that I'm underweight. I can hardly ever look in the mirror without crying. I don't know if I have body dismorphic disorder, anorexia, or if I'm just normal. When I was 5 years old, my friend told me that I looked fat. Ever since then, I have been on and off of diets. Occasionally, really not that often, I go the day without eating. Most days I think that I am fat, but sometimes I am happy with my body. For the past few weeks, I have become completely obsessed with food. Some days I can't stop myself from eating and other days, I can't get myself to eat. I don't know what to do. I feel as though my life has no meaning until I lose at least 15 lbs. Please help.