...some advice? well when i was 14.. i got my first boyfriend.. but he kind of did things to me, sexually.. even tho i resisted and said no and stuff but he just kind of did things anyway... it wasn't intercourse.. but like all the other things..
anyway im 18 now and its still affecting me!
i'm sure that i shouldn't be bothered by it after all this time i just still feel guilty and kind of dirty
i have a new boyfriend now i have been with for 2 years and he really is lovely and i have spoken to him about it he is the only person i have actually told
but it still affects me
i haven't told him this bit but sometimes when we are intimate it brings back memories and stuff and then i just feel uncomfortable
can you give me some advice?

is it right that i am still affected by this?
how can i just get over it
thank you