Okay, I am a 18yo female, 5'8" and 146lbs. I used to be a cart pusher at Albertsons for 10 months. I worked 8 hrs a day, 5 days a week (40hrs). It was constant excersize. I weighed 120lbs. I wasn't too skinny (I still had a little tummy) but I had fabulous legs and arms. I was in great shape, or so I thought it was perfect for me.

I got promoted to the deli 4 months ago. I don't eat anything there I shouldn't. I stay away from the nasty greasy food. However, I stopped having as much exercise as I used to. I gained 20 lbs!!! I feel horrible, depressed, and I cry a lot.

When I took the job, the store director told me that he couldn't give my courtesy position back, so that's out of the question.

I have a gym membership, but I hardly use it because I know that I don't HAVE to do it like I HAD to do my job.

What do I doooo1?!?!?!?!!?