I have been felling suicidal for a couple of weeks and my husband knows this. we just got in a fight and he was screaming and pushing me and i said that i was going to the hospital cause i just couldnt take it any more and he told me no why dont you just kill yourself and make me happy. he told me i was an awful mom for crying in front of my 3 year old anyways he then left the house. The kids are screaming and i am so upset that i have ben sick.

can sombody please give me some support i have none. no family friends nothing

i did already post this but wanted to get some more answers. they are helping me get through the day