i am unable to remember even instant things told to me 1st i thot it is due to careless ness bt now m clear its nt.in between i forget my past. my most personal phone numbers and dere names even them also.i have got an extreme mood swing swing. sumtimes m too defensiv ..other i will be too aggresive.i want to cry but that also not possible for me . lifezz gettin hell......sumtimes i feel i can win world n other i feel like piece of crap ...n all dis mood swings happns wid in very short time gaps..all of a sudden i feel lost in a party with nothing wrong and oter time i feel like partyin even wen notin is dere to party about.i feel like sumthing creeping inside me will soon kill me by brusting ma head.i feel confuse even to choose between life n death. and i feel confusd even 4 simple thngs like wat shirt to wear wat road to go...i dnt remember roads ..places i have visitd n i feel like i hav visitd de place where i hav neva been in life.i feel lost completly lost...plzzz help me out