I had only seen one of Heath's movies, so I wouldn't say I was a huge fan, but everyday since his death I think about him and the tears start to fall. I was at my sons game this morning and I had to fight back the tears. I have a hard time falling asleep at night also... him and michelle and matilda run through my mind when i try to go to sleep. I also have to check the internet atleast 3 times a day to see if there is anything new about him. I feel like I am kind of obsessed.... Is this behavior normal? or should I be worried?