This might offend some people so please do not read if you can't handle this sort of stuff.
At the age of 5 my parent's were always out, they had full time jobs and a busy lifestyle, I guess you could say I raised myself.
I had alot of babysitters but there was one in particular that was very fond of me and was always around me, as time past and we spent more time together she became alot more close and touchy, I didn't understand what was going on I thought it was just a game but I still knew it was something unnatural. I won't go into detail for obvious reasons but she did and made me do unforgivable things.
Then I started school, 2 teachers (both female) molested me as well then as I grew up into a teenager my young uncle sexually abused me.

I just started remembering these things a few days ago and theres a fuzzy memory of something to do with an office chair.
I don't know how to handle this and I am extremely depressed, can anyone help or give advice? I need it.