I lost my mum recently,both my parents are no longer here.
Since mum died i'm having financial difficulties and the rent is very expensive.
I had a miscarriage recently and it's making me very depressed,it was the only thing i had to look forward to.
My bf has talked about working abroad,he's waiting for an interview so i may lose him soon.

I'm stuck in a dead end job but dont have motivation to change it.
My life is getting me down big time and nothing seems to get better,i'm going on holiday next week and it's the only thing keeping me going at the mo but i will still have to come back to my problems,what am i going to do?