alright i have been been very suicidal for a couple of years, i attempt suicide at least once a month and cut myself pretty much every night, but i don't want to call one of those suicide hotlines because i think they are bullshit, they say they are confidential but they arn't last time i called them an ambulance came down my drive way and i spent 4 months in hospital i am sick of going to hospitals because i always come out even more depressed then when i went in. all i want is to talk to someone and get some things off my chest without me being chucked into hospital again... and again... and again thanks i would really appreciate peoples opinions