ok, im 18, im not a virgin... BUT even though i have had sex i dont understand masturbation??? i cant bring myself to do it- ive done it with my bf but i cant find any thing i really enjoy??? ( i know this is gross, sorry) any ideas of what i could try?? i have toy, lube, ive experimented but nothing feels good?.... i cant do this anymore- i feel so wierd.. all my friends can do it y cant i?