I have bipolar and last week i had a horrible 9th attempt of parcetomol and whatever else suicide, which unfortunately ended up with me in hospital with liver damage, lifes crap right now I'm trying to find a job over the internet as going into town now is difficult as I get light headed and nervous....its getting me down that I sit around all day while my boyfriend has college and work etc.

I dont feel an point of tryi to get a job at this point as i regullay get sacked or is temporary..I just wish I died and I know my boyfriend gets fustrated with me talking this way but I dont see anything ahead of me where can I go Im 18 x