I live in Mississippi, and so far have tried 3 different inpatient treatment centers. None of them even knew how to deal with eating disorders. I have suffered from anorexia for over 5 years and just want it to go away. I have tried therapy, self-help, everything...nothing seems to work. I know it can't really be "cured", but if I can learn to manage it that would be wonderful, because I have a 14 month old daughter and it's affecting how well I take care of her as well as my relationship with my husband.

Basically, I'm looking for a treatment center that either accepts out-of-state medicaid or has "scholarship" programs, or one that charges very little. Also, I'm wondering if scholarships will accept someone at my weight...my current BMI is 15.11, but I feel like that's too much to be asking for financial help to get treatment.

Please, do not tell me to "just eat" or "learn to love myself". If it were that simple, I would have done so long ago. This is not something I choose to do.