i'm a 14 year old girl that has had a best friend betray me. i found out about her this past summer and ever sense i've been depressed. and be cause of her i don't feel any emotion except pain. i'm so sick of it i've tried and tried to get over it but the pain is still there and i want it to stop. i want to trust, feel, and be happy. it won't happen. i don't listen to any music that is happy i only listen to music that is about how i feel, and when i try to listen to music that is happy i can stand it. i want my life back.

thanks to all that answer. just don't say coke, weed, etc., because i'm not going near that stuff.