I have told my freinds.Some of my freinds don't really mind nor care cuss they are cutters 2.But I also have a lot of freinds who don't cut and do say its bad.I WANT 2 stop, but I just can't.I never knew I would have become addicted, or I would have never started.I think a freind of mine is kinda sick of it.He has been like a theripist 2 me.And somtimes I seem very stronge and like I'm getting better.But somtimes I just break down and he has said it seems like I've learned nothing.I try and try.Its not easy!I just feel like he's getting tired of it.Like he thinks I should have already stopped by now.Is he doing the right thing?Or not?Is it MY fault?


Btw, don't say 2 go 2 theripy or watever.

Basicly, I just feel like he's giving up on me.