I always make myself throw up whenever something goes wrong,
then I would always be doing it for awhile on and off.

So I got my tongue pierced so it wouldn't be much of a problem, because it would be hard to do with with your tongue pierced. At first anyways.

But it hurts to much to do it and I cant so I get grumpy now and I keep wanting to pop pills and stuff.
I tried to cut but can't and I get pissed at myself for not being able to.

I don't know what to do.

Ideas?