When i was around 14 i had alot of problems,I lost alot of family members in a short time and was abused on several different levels. One night I let the depression take hold of me and took around 50 tylenol, everything smelt like a doctors office 20 min later as i lay in bed, my body was numb and I got real scared , i think i remember throwing up but im not sure, i think god know that i didnt die that night though the weeks after were painful, i never told ne1, my side where my liver is has been hurting for a few months know , but only when my girlfriend lays her head on my side right there, should i be worried. i am 20 years old know and i wonder what i should do?

msp suicide