I'm a 25-year-old woman who is depressed. I hate life. Most people would say that my life isn't too bad. I'm single with no children and I live in the city with a pretty decent job. The problem is, I don't feel happy about my life. You know how some people are genuinely happy and they're glowing everytime you see them? Well I would like to be that but I'm just not. Perfect strangers have come up to me and told me I look stressed. This is bad...most days I wish someone would push me in front of the train that I catch to work so that I won't have to live anymore. I've been told by my best friend to seek professional help. I'm not sure this will work. My question is: What can I do to change?