For a long time i dont really see the point in most emotions and it sucks . I cant show emotion and i really want to be able to experience it Like if sum1 close to me died it wuld be w/e to me my gf cheated on me and i didnt care and i really did love her I dont get sad or mad and anything i want to be able to feel Anger, No Rage i want to be sad and i know it sounds dumb but i really want to feel human dont bother telling me im better off not feeling those i have my mind set all i want to kno is How can i make myself so mad That i go into fits of rage How can i be depressed or sad tothe point where i want to die I want to feel those No sarcastic answers plz