Well my situation is I am suffering from what I believe to be a case of major depression. Something happened in my childhood that only one other person knows about that I have never spoken of. This happend when I was in middle school so very long ago. I have never seeked professional help and I am just taking anti depressants at 23 yrs. old. I have 3 older brothers step dad and a mom that I cant tell. Actually one of them was involved in this situation that was so tramatic that not even he has told anyone. Me and him havnt even talked about it with eachother since it happened. My family especially my parents have no clue whats going on with me they just think I am going threw a hard time in my life and I am just depressed....I go day by day with this suffering but I cant say anything. This also lead me to do other things that arent normal pretty much it fucked me up in my head big time! And I think suicide is my only way out....what should I do?