I skip breakfast. I hardly, if ever eat lunch. I come home from school and sometimes eat a snack. (After a hardcore track/cross country/ off season training practice) Come dinner time, I sort of eat. But I don't eat a meal's worth. Everything leads back to weight. Why am I 155lbs. and a size 9-10 (5'6'') when all of my friends are no bigger than 125lbs. and a size 3 or 5? After dinner, i do abs like crazy. I do them in my room when no one is there. Then i typically cry myself to sleep because i am the the 4th biggest girl in my grade or something, and i can easily grab fat off of my ribs and stomach. Is it a disorder? Will it be one? Nobody knows.
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