i have suffered from depression for 2 years now and i think i'm not only going throuh depression, i think i'm psychotic. when i get these REALLY bad depression episodes, i start 2 think about people that don't even exist! i start pretending like i'm 1 of them. i even have people that i look up to, but they are not real, they are all in my head. but the only way to stop my panic attacks is when i lock myself in my head & just start to think or b people that R not real. please don't B mean. i'm not making this up. i hallucinate things. My counsler says it's good 2 imagine, as long as im not sad, but i don't really think she knows how much i imagen. i start 2 act like the person. i start 2 pretend 2 be someone. like a 7 year old girl pretending 2 b a princess. I can't get out of my head!! It's all in my head. and sometimes, i cry because they don't exist. but it helps with my depression.I know that i go through depression, but is this psycotic depression