I FEEL LIKE DYING NOW!!! My face is a MESS!!! Full of holes and red spots....

I think i squeezed too many pimple and now im ugly....[DAM im such an IDIOT]

Is there any Product i can use??[cream/face gel]
if not .... can anyone recommend where and what should i go to?? [Laser??]

i dont want temporary result like using some makeup ..

Oh yea .... i Live in Malaysia ... so please provide solutions [doctor or something] in Malaysia...