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Confessions by Off-Topic Community - iHaV.NET About BUS
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#144
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My husband says that I am special, but I am not. I feel like a heaping steaming pile of runny shit on a grating, black-tar shingle on an icy morning with frost on it. I am in total despair and I feel like I can not talk to him about it because it is not fair to him, which means I can not talk to anyone about it and I am completely alone. Everything I feel can easily be labeled "selfish" but I feel it - so everything I feel is selfish and I am not allowed to feel anything. Fuck this. I've been hitting myself and it feels really good. I surprised myself when I smacked myself in the face the first time, but I've done it many times since then and it always feels good. It feels good to finally treat myself the way I want and deserve to be treated - like SHIT. Fuck my face, fuck my body, fuck my words, my lies, my truths, my faith, fuck all of everything that I am. I want to beat the ever loving shit out of myself. I want to hit myself until I swell and bruise and bleed because I deserve every blow.
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#259
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i loove my best friend, but in a friend way. but i have sexual fantasies about her masturbating me. last time she slept over, i put my hands down her pants and started rubbing her clit, when she was asleep.
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#225
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i sprained my neck after attempting to suck my own penis. i told my friends i woke up with it that way
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#302
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I feel like a play toy. When he's ok with his friends i'm ignored, when they fight i'm all he focuses on. I want more but i know it won't happen. I don't want to walk away because i've never felt like this before toward anyone and i hope he'll open his eyes. All i ever hear is that he wishes someone would reciprocate the way he feels, and i do, but he just sees right through me. I'm not what he wants, but have everything he's looking for. Nobody wants the fat chick.
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#93
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I know that things with her aren't going to last.
It makes me feel cheap, stupid, used, and conned.
So why am I choosing her over you?
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#297
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every time i see a attractive girl all i can think about is forcing myself on her and anytime a girl gives me any attention i always over think things and think wow maby im falling in love with her
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#143
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I'm still in love with someone who's dead, and looking to get married to someone else that I'm not totally committed to. She's a great person and I like being with her, but she's not my one true love, and I don't have the never to tell her that I don't feel the same way I felt about this other person.
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#7
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I've realized that I'm in love with my friend who is married. I will never tell him.
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#21
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We just started dating a few days ago
But I'm already in love with you. If you felt half of what I feel for you for me, I'd die happy.
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#54
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While my parents weren't home I drank a bottle of wine and hid it in an old Beanie Babies box.
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#162
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im 32 and would love to have sex with a 70, 80 or 90 year old.
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#206
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I would sell myself to the government if my fieancee broke it off with me
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#174
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ok this story of mine is mega weird. it shocks even me. ok so was about 11/12 when i got bored during the night. i looked out of my window which looks onto another house about 15 meters away and i could see right into there window. i saw this guy in there who was just moving boxes and stuff. i dont know y but i turned off my lights and got naked and just stared at him. i then done some weird kind of dance which made me go hard. then his woman friend walked in and i started to hump the bed watching them just moving stuff about. i then done my weirdo dance again but they looked over at my window and straight at me, i was completely naked looking right at them dancing! i jumped as fast as i could out of the way of the window thinking fuck fuck fuck they saw me. i looked at there window 10 mins later and all the lights were off and they had gone. i now see them everyday as i go outside or at the shop. they give me weird looks and i just wonder what they thought. a small boy completely naked looting at them with a hard on.......ok freak...
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#193
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When we were little, my older sister and I used to play "sex" and rub our vaginas together. Now that I look back on it, I think that may have seriously messed me up. For life.
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#77
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i would've slept with you if you had shut the hell up.
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#253
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whenever i hear about some 12 year old girl having sex and getting knocked up i feel jealous, because im still a virgin. and im only 15 (f).
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#250
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I have a buddy that is fucking a married woman. What is worse, the woman is married to a guy that is over in IRAQ right now.
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#165
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i just found out my sister is on the pill. she's going out with a guy who's 18 and two and a half years younger than her. it makes me feel ill.
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#15
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I think Im better than everyone else.
I listen to better music, I do better in school, I go to cooler places, I wear cooler clothes, I have deeper thoughts.
I also think Im an asshole.
No one know what I think about them, because Im always pretending to be upbeat. I actually hate them.
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#80
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I am staying over my brother's house for a while. I was just watching TV with his wife and she fell asleep on the couch. I could see right down her top and it got me so hard. I jerked off right there with her sleeping next to me on the couch. It was the biggest rush I ever had.
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#60
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i wish i could stop feeling guilt about things that happened so so long ago.
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#8
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I dumped my ex boyfriend because I didn't like his attitudes about sex. However, if I could fuck just one person right now, dear God, it would be him.
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#215
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I fucked the next door neighbour, and the biartch gave me crabs. Then I went to a party with my wifes sister, and we ended up messing around afterwards. Imagine my surprise when a few days later, I go down on my wife and find shes got crabs! - turns out she and her sister like to do a bit of pubic grinding. Now we've got a 3-some planned for the weekend
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#274
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For a while my life has been crap and i've thought alot about suicide. then i read this:
I left to fight in the war in Iraq. I wrote my girlfriend every day I could and called her whenever a chance arose.
The day I left I gave my best friend a thousand dollars, I asked him to scatter roses around my house and light candles. Told him to put "Gone till November" by wyclef.
I was only going to be gone for six months and I would be back by november, if not around them. She loved the roses and she did cry, but she loved that I thought of her.
I came back and she told me she cheated on me. I left the love of my life and now she is dating him.
I've told no one that I put myself on a list to go back to Iraq, I plan on dying there.
This guy is the only reason i'm alive. I live everyday for him and breath every breath for him. i hope he doesn't die. that girl is stupid and you/he deserves someone who cares, i hope he finds that.
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#267
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Get Off The Computer ...
I was on iChat with a coworker. We were working out the last details for a presentation we have tomorrow. The whole 'web-cam, iChat' thing is a new concept for me.
I was busily typing some notes we just discussed and it had been a while since we had said anything to each other. Just then my wife walked in to tell me that she was going to bed - she was completely naked. She said that if I would get off of the computer, she would get me off in bed.
Suddenly, over the speakers, my coworker blurted, 'Oh my God!'
I swear that I had completely forgotten about the camera being on. My wife thinks I set her up. I honest did not.
I didn't help when Brent said, 'Nice tits, Amanda. (She and Brent know each other).
I can only imagine what will be said at the office tomorrow.
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Off-Topic Community - iHaV.NET Confessionary...
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What's A Confession?
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\Con*fes"sion\, n. [F. confession, L. confessio.]
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Acknowledgment; avowal, especially in a matter pertaining to one's self; the admission of a debt, obligation, or crime.
With a crafty madness keeps aloof, When we would bring him on to some confession Of his true state. --Shak.
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Acknowledgment of belief; profession of one's faith.
With the mouth confession is made unto salvation. --Rom. x. 10.
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(Eccl.) The act of disclosing sins or faults to a priest in order to obtain sacramental absolution.
Auricular confession . . . or the private and special confession of sins to a priest for the purpose of obtaining his absolution. --Hallam.
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A formulary in which the articles of faith are comprised; a creed to be assented to or signed, as a preliminary to admission to membership of a church; a confession of faith.
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(Law) An admission by a party to whom an act is imputed, in relation to such act. A judicial confession settles the issue to which it applies; an extrajudical confession may be explained or rebutted. --Wharton.
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