we met 6 months ago and we fell inlove, now he is leaving for one year next week and I am an emotional wreck, yesterday I was so sad and thinking about what I am gonna do without him, today I woke up to feel like I want to send him to hell and become a slut with all the dudes I can find as if I was looking for revenge.

The odd thing is that HE HAS TO LEAVE NO MATTER WHAT.... is not like he chose to but I am feeling so mad at him for leaving.

Am I inmature?