After coming out two years ago, I still find it hard to talk about my sexuality. The other day my best friend brought up the issue when he saw that my face book said I was interested in men. He knows I am gay, but when ever the topic comes up, I am unable to talk about it. This is the same way with my sister. I took down the interested in men bit from my face book now.

The thing is, I want to talk about it. I want to know what people I know think about my being gay. But when ever the opportunity comes up I feel like I am choking. I just ignore it and pretend they didn't say any thing. Why does it get so hard to talk about? I came out more than 3 years ago. But still every time I choke up when I have to talk about it.