I posted that question about if you could change it would you and it made me realize...what the hell am I? lol.
I just never really thought about it...It didn't really matter to me...I am 20 years old, I have been with women and I have been with men, and there was a point in time where I considered myself bisexual....
But I have been married to a man for 3 years, and we have a daughter together...
I kinda just figured that I was straight since I was married to a man...
But about 6 months ago I started getting urges to be with a woman again (one in particular) I love my husband of course but how am I supposed to deal with this and especially since he is allowing me to be with women!!!
this is frustrating...its not showing up
We have already discussed my past with women, and I told him about the one I like now...He said he would have no problem if I have her as a girlfriend...As much as I want to, I know there is a HUGE possibility that it's going to put our marriage at risk...
I don't think I'm experimenting because I have been with girls since I was 14 years old...I think that was my experimental stage.....
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